Sudden of all, I took the chance. Rather than to start afresh, it is to continue with better commitment to life.
To rather keep winching (almost) everything about life, I chose to hit the reboot button in a different 'window'. It is a whole different system and that galvanize my action and thoughts (as well as synchronizing them better).
I am looking into a book called ' What should I do with my life' despite its cheesy title. Should it be an act of taking myself more seriously, I know I am enjoying every second of it here in Sydney. I still have not fall in love with this piece of land but it does give me something.
A convenience that I can't resist.